UniquePerspective
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An Update On MeHi guys, I have a...somewhat big update from me.
First of all, for a major project of sorts, I'm going to begin writing a musical. I've already begun brainstorming ideas, and hopefully I can narrow things down soon.
And, now the main part of it.
I've realized that I really haven't been as much of myself as I'd like to be in the last few months. I've been a lot more sensitive emotionally, more irritable and possibly angrier, and I've been getting stress attacks easier and easier lately. I've thought of a few possibilities, an anxiety or stress disorder, a change in environment triggering something, or problems I've had all along being more noticeable After some time of thinking, I've realized that I need to take a look into me and figure out just what is wrong with me, what's been going on lately. And of course I don't mean try to nitpick every problem I have, I'm not quite that concerned, but see what may be causing this lately and see if I can do anything about it.
It feels weird seeking the kind of help that people mean in cases like this. I've been to a psychologist's office regularly before, but this time it just feels so different, it's hard to say why. I mean, I've done it before, but this time I feel nervous and scared in a way I never thought I'd feel, having been fairly open about my feelings usually. Still, I know I need to do this, for my own good, and hopefully I'll return to a state where I can feel happier about myself again.
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